1 00:00:00,867 --> 00:00:03,003 [echoing piano leads placid arrangement] 2 00:00:03,003 --> 00:00:07,674 § 3 00:00:07,674 --> 00:00:10,343 (man) To me, the writer's block 4 00:00:10,343 --> 00:00:12,846 is more writer's evasion 5 00:00:12,846 --> 00:00:15,582 [chuckling] or writer's procrastination. 6 00:00:16,850 --> 00:00:19,786 If I get myself in a chair, 7 00:00:19,786 --> 00:00:23,223 I can always think of a story. 8 00:00:23,223 --> 00:00:25,025 It just comes. 9 00:00:25,025 --> 00:00:27,027 § 10 00:00:27,027 --> 00:00:29,896 This is the opening of, uh,  DarkWinter, 11 00:00:29,896 --> 00:00:32,432 which is one of the Cuddy Mangum novels, 12 00:00:32,432 --> 00:00:34,734 so I know the voice. 13 00:00:34,734 --> 00:00:37,137 I--I've heard Cuddy before, 14 00:00:37,137 --> 00:00:39,506 but to capture exactly 15 00:00:39,506 --> 00:00:42,976 what that voice says is-- 16 00:00:42,976 --> 00:00:45,178 is crucial to me. 17 00:00:45,178 --> 00:00:47,547 Here's the first sentence: 18 00:00:47,547 --> 00:00:52,018 "This is about the summer when everything changed." 19 00:00:52,018 --> 00:00:54,054 Now, I thought a lot 20 00:00:54,054 --> 00:00:57,123 and then have removed the word when. 21 00:00:57,123 --> 00:01:00,560 "This is the summer everything changed." 22 00:01:00,560 --> 00:01:03,463 That's--doesn't seem like much of a difference, 23 00:01:03,463 --> 00:01:06,766 but it's  every difference. 24 00:01:06,766 --> 00:01:08,802 Like Mark Twain said, 25 00:01:08,802 --> 00:01:11,004 the difference between one word 26 00:01:11,004 --> 00:01:13,340 and another word is the difference 27 00:01:13,340 --> 00:01:17,410 between lightning and a lightning bug. 28 00:01:17,410 --> 00:01:19,879 So you're looking for the lightning 29 00:01:19,879 --> 00:01:21,881 when you write. 30 00:01:21,881 --> 00:01:25,552 § 31 00:01:25,552 --> 00:01:28,621 After so many years, decades away, 32 00:01:28,621 --> 00:01:30,090 I was writing television. 33 00:01:30,090 --> 00:01:31,925 I was in New York. 34 00:01:31,925 --> 00:01:35,395 Maureen was teaching at, uh, University of Pennsylvania. 35 00:01:35,395 --> 00:01:37,664 I had met Eudora Welty, 36 00:01:37,664 --> 00:01:40,100 whose work I  hugely admired. 37 00:01:40,100 --> 00:01:42,669 I told her, "I'm havin' trouble, 38 00:01:42,669 --> 00:01:44,838 "and I've written three novels. 39 00:01:44,838 --> 00:01:46,840 "Novel one's California. 40 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:48,975 "Novel two's Colorado. 41 00:01:48,975 --> 00:01:51,111 Novel three's Connecticut." 42 00:01:51,111 --> 00:01:54,914 And she said, "Honey, you're just sneakin' up on Carolina. 43 00:01:54,914 --> 00:01:57,984 "You go home and let your fiction 44 00:01:57,984 --> 00:02:01,688 grow out of that land beneath your feet." 45 00:02:01,688 --> 00:02:06,026 [chuckling] It was an astonishing moment in my life. 46 00:02:06,026 --> 00:02:08,328 I started  UncivilSeasons. 47 00:02:08,328 --> 00:02:11,531 The moment I wrote that first sentence: 48 00:02:11,531 --> 00:02:14,701 "Two things don't happen very often... 49 00:02:21,508 --> 00:02:24,344 That voice that  we was different-- 50 00:02:24,344 --> 00:02:26,613 I was always puttin' these outsiders 51 00:02:26,613 --> 00:02:28,348 in the first novels-- 52 00:02:28,348 --> 00:02:32,352 the person from the South who was living in Connecticut, 53 00:02:32,352 --> 00:02:35,588 but then I was in that red clay, 54 00:02:35,588 --> 00:02:38,992 that landscape of my imagination. 55 00:02:38,992 --> 00:02:44,030 I think those experiences are set fairly early. 56 00:02:44,030 --> 00:02:45,565 Willa Cather-- 57 00:02:45,565 --> 00:02:47,667 she lived in Red Cloud, Nebraska, 58 00:02:47,667 --> 00:02:50,003 from age 9 to age 15, 59 00:02:50,003 --> 00:02:52,772 but that's the landscape of her imagination. 60 00:02:52,772 --> 00:02:55,108 That's what she sees. 61 00:02:55,108 --> 00:02:58,678 Joyce had long since gotten outta Dublin, 62 00:02:58,678 --> 00:03:00,780 but you read  Ulysses, 63 00:03:00,780 --> 00:03:05,285 and you are on the streets and in the pubs. 64 00:03:05,285 --> 00:03:07,287 And for me, 65 00:03:07,287 --> 00:03:10,557 the red clay of North Carolina, 66 00:03:10,557 --> 00:03:13,660 the towns, the sound-- 67 00:03:13,660 --> 00:03:17,797 that is key, and when we came back here 68 00:03:17,797 --> 00:03:20,100 and were looking for a place to live, 69 00:03:20,100 --> 00:03:21,668 we came to Hillsborough. 70 00:03:21,668 --> 00:03:23,536 First of all, Maureen's wandering around, 71 00:03:23,536 --> 00:03:25,071 saying, "Oh my God! 72 00:03:25,071 --> 00:03:28,742 It's like being inside your fiction." 73 00:03:28,742 --> 00:03:33,179 I'm livin' in a house in which there were slaves 74 00:03:33,179 --> 00:03:36,216 who moved away with Emancipation. 75 00:03:36,216 --> 00:03:39,085 I am living in the presence 76 00:03:39,085 --> 00:03:41,421 of the history 77 00:03:41,421 --> 00:03:43,423 that is so important 78 00:03:43,423 --> 00:03:46,993 to any writer from the South. 79 00:03:46,993 --> 00:03:50,730 When I came here, I just sat down in a chair 80 00:03:50,730 --> 00:03:54,768 and started to write as fast as I could. 81 00:03:54,768 --> 00:03:58,805 I am just passionate about silence 82 00:03:58,805 --> 00:04:02,375 because the way I write is to sit there 83 00:04:02,375 --> 00:04:05,412 and essentially say, "Talk to me." 84 00:04:05,412 --> 00:04:08,381 I'm listening so hard, 85 00:04:08,381 --> 00:04:10,617 and I think that's really coming out 86 00:04:10,617 --> 00:04:12,886 of my personal experience. 87 00:04:12,886 --> 00:04:14,988 My mother was deaf, 88 00:04:14,988 --> 00:04:19,626 and I was... her ears in a way-- 89 00:04:19,626 --> 00:04:21,661 "Listen for me"-- 90 00:04:21,661 --> 00:04:23,830 and I really think there's a relation 91 00:04:23,830 --> 00:04:27,200 between that and my being a writer. 92 00:04:27,200 --> 00:04:29,369 Who is the voice? 93 00:04:29,369 --> 00:04:31,471 Who's gonna tell this story? 94 00:04:31,471 --> 00:04:32,839 I always say, 95 00:04:32,839 --> 00:04:35,742 you don't have to be a whale to write Moby Dick. 96 00:04:35,742 --> 00:04:39,245 You know, that person may be very different from you, 97 00:04:39,245 --> 00:04:41,548 but you-- you have to hear. 98 00:04:41,548 --> 00:04:44,984 "Through a meadow where in summer wildflowers grew. 99 00:04:44,984 --> 00:04:48,021 "Toward the bottom, the slope plunged steeply 100 00:04:48,021 --> 00:04:50,190 "through the knolls and gullies 101 00:04:50,190 --> 00:04:53,660 "left by century-old earthen terraces 102 00:04:53,660 --> 00:04:56,996 "falling to the edge of the dark woods 103 00:04:56,996 --> 00:04:59,532 that guarded Heaven's Hill." 104 00:04:59,532 --> 00:05:01,534 [delicate piano leads droning strings] 105 00:05:01,534 --> 00:05:03,803 The physical landscape 106 00:05:03,803 --> 00:05:08,074 defined this place that we live in-- 107 00:05:08,074 --> 00:05:12,445 became a fictional place to me. 108 00:05:12,445 --> 00:05:15,648 The courthouse in Hillsborough showed up in "Red Clay," 109 00:05:15,648 --> 00:05:17,250 a short story of mine. 110 00:05:17,250 --> 00:05:18,718 [guitar leads strings] 111 00:05:18,718 --> 00:05:20,720 "Up on its short slope, 112 00:05:20,720 --> 00:05:22,956 "the columned front of our courthouse 113 00:05:22,956 --> 00:05:25,191 "was waxy in the August sun, 114 00:05:25,191 --> 00:05:27,694 "like a courthouse in lake water. 115 00:05:27,694 --> 00:05:31,965 "The leaves hung from maples, and the flag of North Carolina 116 00:05:31,965 --> 00:05:35,502 "wilted flat against its metal pole. 117 00:05:35,502 --> 00:05:37,604 "Heat sat sodden over the county 118 00:05:37,604 --> 00:05:39,706 "week by relentless week; 119 00:05:39,706 --> 00:05:42,208 "they called the weather 'dog days' 120 00:05:42,208 --> 00:05:44,444 "after the star, Sirius, 121 00:05:44,444 --> 00:05:46,813 but none of us knew that." 122 00:05:46,813 --> 00:05:48,848 [strings ebb and flow] 123 00:05:48,848 --> 00:05:53,153 The mill's so much a part of the change 124 00:05:53,153 --> 00:05:56,856 from the old South to the new South that is, uh, 125 00:05:56,856 --> 00:05:58,591 a part of the story, 126 00:05:58,591 --> 00:06:00,927 particularly of  Time's Witness. 127 00:06:00,927 --> 00:06:04,164 "The factory whistles kept crying over Hillston, 128 00:06:04,164 --> 00:06:06,666 "grieving for the old industrialist 129 00:06:06,666 --> 00:06:08,535 "who'd built them. 130 00:06:08,535 --> 00:06:11,638 "Decade after decade they'd summoned the town 131 00:06:11,638 --> 00:06:15,075 "each morning to come weave for him, 132 00:06:15,075 --> 00:06:18,478 "told it at noon to eat lunch, 133 00:06:18,478 --> 00:06:21,881 "sent it home each evening to rest; 134 00:06:21,881 --> 00:06:25,719 "now they wailed that Briggs Cadmean was dead, 135 00:06:25,719 --> 00:06:28,788 "wailed loudest here in East Hillston 136 00:06:28,788 --> 00:06:30,990 where the factories loomed." 137 00:06:30,990 --> 00:06:33,193 [piano leads] 138 00:06:33,193 --> 00:06:37,397 Writing is a lonely business... 139 00:06:38,665 --> 00:06:43,236 takes isolation... 140 00:06:43,236 --> 00:06:45,605 and so it's wonderful to-- 141 00:06:45,605 --> 00:06:50,543 to have other people that are doing that. 142 00:06:50,543 --> 00:06:53,346 These are all my neighbors in Hillsborough 143 00:06:53,346 --> 00:06:55,348 and all my wonderful friends: 144 00:06:55,348 --> 00:06:58,084 Allan Gurganus, Jill McCorkle, 145 00:06:58,084 --> 00:07:01,321 Lee Smith, Craig Nova. 146 00:07:01,321 --> 00:07:05,191 All these people live and write here in Hillsborough. 147 00:07:05,191 --> 00:07:07,327 [peaceful guitar and piano theme] 148 00:07:07,327 --> 00:07:11,731 I do find that this group of world-class writers 149 00:07:11,731 --> 00:07:14,968 are wonderfully harmonious. 150 00:07:14,968 --> 00:07:18,204 The beauty of having a porch like this is, 151 00:07:18,204 --> 00:07:20,273 I can work on the porch, 152 00:07:20,273 --> 00:07:22,575 and I can either speak to people or not. 153 00:07:22,575 --> 00:07:24,177 They don't really see you 154 00:07:24,177 --> 00:07:25,679 'cause you're slightly recessed, 155 00:07:25,679 --> 00:07:27,781 but it's like command performance, you know. 156 00:07:27,781 --> 00:07:29,883 You have to actually formally invite people 157 00:07:29,883 --> 00:07:31,885 to come and sit on the porch. 158 00:07:31,885 --> 00:07:33,787 They know not-- "Hi!" is not, 159 00:07:33,787 --> 00:07:36,322 "Will you come and join me for an hour." 160 00:07:36,322 --> 00:07:39,159 It's a buffer; it's something pleasant-- slows 'em down. 161 00:07:39,159 --> 00:07:41,695 Then you choose the ones you want to invite. 162 00:07:41,695 --> 00:07:43,129 What are we doin' 163 00:07:43,129 --> 00:07:44,864 in this little town in Hillsborough? 164 00:07:44,864 --> 00:07:47,567 But here we are. 165 00:07:47,567 --> 00:07:50,370 (woman) "So, at the beginning of this particular summer, 166 00:07:50,370 --> 00:07:52,372 "the summer everything changed, 167 00:07:52,372 --> 00:07:55,208 "I started packing to head west on Highway 64 168 00:07:55,208 --> 00:07:58,912 in search of a new job, new town, new Cuddy Mangum." 169 00:07:58,912 --> 00:08:02,949 (Malone) I have been graced by my marriage to Maureen. 170 00:08:02,949 --> 00:08:04,818 Editors come and go, 171 00:08:04,818 --> 00:08:07,020 and publishing houses come and go, 172 00:08:07,020 --> 00:08:09,756 and she has been my constant reader. 173 00:08:09,756 --> 00:08:11,191 (Quilligan) "Created herself young, 174 00:08:11,191 --> 00:08:13,126 "mostly out of movies, in the belief 175 00:08:13,126 --> 00:08:14,961 "that your script can come true 176 00:08:14,961 --> 00:08:16,963 if you keep on believing in it." 177 00:08:16,963 --> 00:08:18,832 And she loves to-- 178 00:08:18,832 --> 00:08:21,334 sometimes, a little hard on me-- 179 00:08:21,334 --> 00:08:24,104 hah, you know, yeah-- but I've learned, 180 00:08:24,104 --> 00:08:25,705 just watch her face. 181 00:08:25,705 --> 00:08:28,141 If she winces, you wanna change that word. 182 00:08:28,141 --> 00:08:29,943 This, everyone's gonna recognize-- 183 00:08:29,943 --> 00:08:31,745 oh, Cuddy's back! 184 00:08:31,745 --> 00:08:35,849 (Malone) And she's been very much a part of my work. 185 00:08:35,849 --> 00:08:37,884 § 186 00:08:37,884 --> 00:08:41,654 A novel, when you write it, you send it out, 187 00:08:41,654 --> 00:08:45,091 and only when it reaches a reader, 188 00:08:45,091 --> 00:08:46,626 when they respond 189 00:08:46,626 --> 00:08:49,462 out of the world they come from, 190 00:08:49,462 --> 00:08:51,564 out of the feelings they have, 191 00:08:51,564 --> 00:08:54,200 out of the desires and the hopes 192 00:08:54,200 --> 00:08:56,803 and the renunciations of their lives, 193 00:08:56,803 --> 00:08:59,539 does that novel fulfill itself. 194 00:08:59,539 --> 00:09:03,276 That's the great hope for a creator of a story... 195 00:09:03,276 --> 00:09:06,279 "Wind was cold off the bright water 196 00:09:06,279 --> 00:09:08,581 of Albemarle Sound." 197 00:09:08,581 --> 00:09:11,851 ...that it won't be silenced by time... 198 00:09:11,851 --> 00:09:14,054 "As I met the ocean, 199 00:09:14,054 --> 00:09:16,923 the sun blew up over the horizon line." 200 00:09:16,923 --> 00:09:19,325 ...that the characters will be there 201 00:09:19,325 --> 00:09:21,695 for a new generation of readers 202 00:09:21,695 --> 00:09:23,763 and will speak to them. 203 00:09:23,763 --> 00:09:26,700 "Shafts of sea oats bowed shaking 204 00:09:26,700 --> 00:09:29,369 "to a sandy highway 205 00:09:29,369 --> 00:09:31,705 "that warned of the dangers 206 00:09:31,705 --> 00:09:33,239 of leaving it." 207 00:09:33,239 --> 00:09:37,239 §