>> Hill: WE ARE CONTINUING OUR
SERIES, "TURNING POINTS,"
STORIES PRODUCED, DIRECTED AND
TOLD BY INDIGENOUS PEOPLE FROM
YELLOWKNIFE IN CANADA'S
NORTHWEST TERRITORIES.
IT'S PART OF AN "EMPOWERMENT
JOURNALISM" PROJECT IN
PARTNERSHIP WITH THE GLOBAL
REPORTING CENTER.
>> YES, GOOD MORNING.
MY MOM NEEDS AN APPOINTMENT TO
SEE HER DOCTOR.
SHE'S GETTING OLD.
SHE'S 95.
SHE NEEDS SOMEBODY THERE.
I'LL VISIT HER, DO LAUNDRY FOR
HER, COOK FOR HER.
OKAY, I'M GOING TO MAKE SOME
BANNOCK.
WELL, WE'RE STILL WORKING OUT A
LOT OF THINGS, BUT IT'S A LOT
BETTER THAN 30 YEARS AGO, YEAH.
AFTER I GOT OUT OF RESIDENTIAL
SCHOOL, I-- I WAS ANGRY AT MY
MOM FOR A LONG TIME.
I SAID-- I BLAME THEM, I GUESS.
SEVEN YEARS OLD, I DON'T KNOW
WHY THEY SEND ME THERE.
THEY WERE ALL STRANGERS TO ME--
NUNS WITH ALL BLACK, DRESSED IN
BLACK.
I LOST MY LANGUAGE, MY CULTURE.
YEAH, I LOST-- I REALLY LOST
MYSELF.
I JUST MEASURE MY FLOUR.
WHEN I WAS 13, 14, I WASN'T
GETTING NO SUPPORT FROM MY
PARENTS, TOO, SO I-- I RAN AWAY.
I WAS HOMELESS FOR A LONG TIME.
I WATCH PEOPLE DRINK.
I THOUGHT THEY-- THEY HAD FUN.
I HAD OLDER FRIENDS, YOU KNOW?
THEY WENT TO PARTIES, SO I WENT
WITH THEM.
THAT'S HOW I STARTED DRINKING.
I USED TO GO TO JAIL, USED TO GO
TO DRUNK TANK, USED TO GO ON--
ON THE STREET LIKE ON A
SCHEDULE, YOU KNOW, MANY TIMES
BECAUSE OF ALCOHOL AND UNHEALTHY
RELATIONSHIP WITH THAT PERSON I
WAS WITH.
I HAD MY CHILDREN WERE TAKEN
AWAY.
I WAS HOMELESS FOR A LONG TIME.
I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO BE A
PARENT.
I HAD TO LEARN.
LEARN PRETTY FAST TO BE A MOM.
OKAY.
I TRIED MANY TIMES TO SOBER UP.
I WENT FOR TREATMENT IN THE LAST
20 YEARS, YOU KNOW.
I WENT FOR TREATMENT.
IT NEVER WORKED BECAUSE I DIDN'T
WANT IT TO WORK.
IT'S NOT EASY TO CHANGE, YOU
KNOW.
TAKE-- TOOK ME MANY YEARS TO
SOBER UP, YOU KNOW.
IT'S NOT EASY TO SOBER UP, YOU
KNOW.
AND I DID IT.
ANYBODY COULD DO IT.
I DON'T KNOW.
THAT SHOULD BE DONE.
OH, YEAH!
RIGHT ON.
IT'S HOT!
OOH.
OKAY, THAT'S DONE.
BUT EVENTUALLY, I FORGAVE MY
MOM.
I'M CLOSER TO HER NOW.
TODAY, I-- I'M HAVING A BETTER
RELATIONSHIP WITH HER.
SHE TELLS ME ALL STORIES ABOUT
HER WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG, AND--
AND SHE TAUGHT ME HOW TO SEW.
YEAH, I PASS IT ON TO MY GIRLS.
I GOT THREE DAUGHTERS.
AND MY OLDEST DAUGHTER, SHE
LOVES SEWING NOW.
SHE DOES SOME BEAD WORK NOW.
THAT SHE'S DOING SOME BEAD WORK,
YOU KNOW, IT MAKES ME SO PROUD.
AT LEAST I TAUGHT THEM
SOMETHING, YOU KNOW.
A LEAST SOMETHING, YOU KNOW, I
TAUGHT THEM.
AND SHE LOVES IT.
( LAUGHS )
EVERY TIME I-- I PICK A BEAD,
YOU KNOW, IT'S KEEPING AWAY FROM
MY ADDICTION.
I'LL GO FURTHER AWAY FROM MY
ADDICTION, AND I GO CLOSER TO MY
MOM.
YEAH, THAT'S-- THAT'S-- I GUESS
THAT'S THE WAY I LIKE TO THINK
ABOUT IT NOW.
YEAH.