WEBVTT 00:00.933 --> 00:01.900 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% >> Hill: WE'VE BEEN BRINGING YOU 00:01.900 --> 00:03.733 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% A SERIES OF STORIES TOLD BY 00:03.733 --> 00:05.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% INDIGENOUS PEOPLE FROM 00:05.033 --> 00:06.300 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% YELLOWKNIFE IN CANADA'S 00:06.300 --> 00:08.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% NORTHWEST TERRITORY. 00:08.033 --> 00:09.433 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% IN PARTNERSHIP WITH THE GLOBAL 00:09.433 --> 00:10.866 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% REPORTING CENTER, THEY'RE 00:10.866 --> 00:12.666 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SHARING THEIR STORIES OF LIFE, 00:12.666 --> 00:14.366 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ADDICTION AND RECOVERY. 00:14.366 --> 00:16.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% DONALD PRINCE IS A COUNSELOR AND 00:16.033 --> 00:18.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THE FORMER EXECUTIVE DIRECTOR OF 00:18.233 --> 00:19.700 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THE ARCTIC INDIGENOUS WELLNESS 00:19.700 --> 00:20.866 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% FOUNDATION. 00:20.866 --> 00:22.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% IN THIS FIRST PERSON STORY, HE 00:22.566 --> 00:25.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SHARES HIS PAST EXPERIENCES WITH 00:25.033 --> 00:27.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% VIOLENCE, THE JUSTICE SYSTEM, 00:27.033 --> 00:28.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AND ADDICTION; AND HOW BEING A 00:28.566 --> 00:30.533 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% FATHER AND WRITING POETRY WERE 00:30.533 --> 00:32.166 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% CRUCIAL STEPS TOWARDS HIS 00:32.166 --> 00:36.066 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HEALING. 00:36.066 --> 00:41.666 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ♪ ♪ ♪ 00:41.666 --> 00:42.833 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% >> I WALKED THROUGH THE EMPTY 00:42.833 --> 00:44.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% CITY. 00:44.100 --> 00:46.633 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% MY SOUL IS HURT AND TORN. 00:46.633 --> 00:48.700 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I'M SURROUNDED BY LONELINESS. 00:48.700 --> 00:50.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WHY WAS I EVEN BORN? 00:50.566 --> 00:52.433 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I WISH I COULD FIND A WAY OUT OF 00:52.433 --> 00:54.633 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THIS WORLD OF VIOLENCE. 00:54.633 --> 00:56.266 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I CRY OUT AT NIGHT AND I HEAR 00:56.266 --> 00:59.800 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ONLY THE SILENCE. 00:59.800 --> 01:01.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I REMEMBER I WAS ABOUT PROBABLY 01:01.033 --> 01:02.066 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% TEN YEARS OLD, JUST WHEN I 01:02.066 --> 01:03.333 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% STARTED SCHOOL, I STARTED 01:03.333 --> 01:04.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% DRINKING. 01:04.766 --> 01:07.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THE FEELINGS OF FEAR AND 01:07.566 --> 01:09.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% INSECURITY AND NOT FEELING A 01:09.566 --> 01:12.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% PART OF, AND... ALL THIS OTHER 01:12.766 --> 01:14.466 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% STUFF, SORT OF, WENT AWAY WHEN I 01:14.466 --> 01:15.800 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% DRANK. 01:15.800 --> 01:16.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% FIGHTS, I REMEMBER A LOT OF 01:16.766 --> 01:17.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% FIGHTS. 01:17.766 --> 01:19.266 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% MY DAD WAS A BIG GUY, SO HE WAS 01:19.266 --> 01:20.800 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ALWAYS SCREAMING AND YELLING AND 01:20.800 --> 01:23.266 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% DIFFERENT THINGS LIKE THAT, THE 01:23.266 --> 01:24.633 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% COPS COMING. 01:24.633 --> 01:25.833 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% REALITY, DIRTY BREATH IN HIS 01:25.833 --> 01:26.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% FACE. 01:26.766 --> 01:28.366 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HE'S BACK IN LINE. 01:28.366 --> 01:29.900 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THOUGHTS GONE, FOOD'S COMING. 01:29.900 --> 01:31.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% BOY, I'M SURE HUNGRY. 01:31.766 --> 01:33.633 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% BEEN STANDING IN LINE FOR YEARS. 01:33.633 --> 01:35.833 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HOPE THEY DON'T SEE ME. 01:35.833 --> 01:36.933 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I USED TO GET PICKED ON IN 01:36.933 --> 01:38.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SCHOOL BY ALL THESE BULLIES. 01:38.766 --> 01:40.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THEY USED TO WAIT FOR US. 01:40.566 --> 01:42.466 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AND THE BIGGEST GUY, THEY CAME 01:42.466 --> 01:43.733 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AFTER ME AND I STABBED HIM IN 01:43.733 --> 01:45.400 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THE FACE. 01:45.400 --> 01:47.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I CUT HIM RIGHT FROM HIS MOUTH 01:47.033 --> 01:49.066 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% RIGHT UP TO HIS EAR. 01:49.066 --> 01:50.333 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THE COPS CAME, THEY PICKED ME UP 01:50.333 --> 01:53.533 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THAT NIGHT AND THREW ME IN JAIL. 01:53.533 --> 01:54.833 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HE STANDS IN THE LINE AND HIDES 01:54.833 --> 01:56.366 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HIS FACE. 01:56.366 --> 01:57.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% KEEPING UP TO THE OTHERS, 01:57.566 --> 02:00.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% DOESN'T LOSE HIS PLACE. 02:00.100 --> 02:01.333 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HE STARES AT THE HOLES IN HIS 02:01.333 --> 02:02.466 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SHOES. 02:02.466 --> 02:04.833 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% DIRTY PANTS, STALE SHIRT. 02:04.833 --> 02:06.700 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HEY, MOVE IT, BUDDY. 02:06.700 --> 02:07.900 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WHAT ARE YOU DREAMING ABOUT, 02:07.900 --> 02:09.600 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WINE? 02:09.600 --> 02:12.866 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ENDED UP IN JAIL AGAIN, '89, BUT 02:12.866 --> 02:14.333 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THESE COUPLE OF GUARDS, THEY 02:14.333 --> 02:16.800 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SAID, "PRINCE, WHEN IN THE HELL 02:16.800 --> 02:18.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ARE YOU GOING TO LEARN, WHEN 02:18.033 --> 02:19.166 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% YOU'RE GOING TO SMARTEN UP," YOU 02:19.166 --> 02:20.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% KNOW? 02:20.233 --> 02:21.800 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I SAID, "YEAH, YEAH, BUT I DON'T 02:21.800 --> 02:23.133 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% KNOW WHAT THE HELL," I THOUGHT, 02:23.133 --> 02:24.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% "I SEEMED LIKE I CAN'T. 02:24.766 --> 02:25.933 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL'S 02:25.933 --> 02:27.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% GOING ON WITH ME." 02:27.033 --> 02:28.066 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SO ANYWAY, ONE OF THEM SAID, 02:28.066 --> 02:29.166 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% "WELL, WHY DON'T YOU START 02:29.166 --> 02:30.933 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WRITING SOME OF THIS STUFF DOWN? 02:30.933 --> 02:33.633 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WRITE IT OUT." 02:33.633 --> 02:34.933 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AND I THOUGHT, "OKAY." 02:34.933 --> 02:36.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SO, I WENT BACK AND I STARTED 02:36.100 --> 02:38.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WRITING, AND I WROTE ABOUT HOW I 02:38.233 --> 02:40.366 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% FELT ABOUT LOVE AND ABOUT HATE 02:40.366 --> 02:42.833 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AND ABOUT ANGER AND WISHING FOR 02:42.833 --> 02:45.166 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% A BETTER LIFE AND WISHING FOR A 02:45.166 --> 02:46.866 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% LOVE THAT WAS TRUE OR WISHING 02:46.866 --> 02:49.333 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% FOR, YOU KNOW, HAVE MY KIDS IN 02:49.333 --> 02:53.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% MY LIFE AND THINGS LIKE THAT, 02:50.933 --> 02:57.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% RIGHT? 02:57.566 --> 02:58.866 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WELL, I REMEMBER WHEN MY OLDEST 02:58.866 --> 03:00.433 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% DAUGHTER, CRYSTAL, WAS BORN, I 03:00.433 --> 03:01.800 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% JUST HELD HER AND LOOKED AT HER 03:01.800 --> 03:03.666 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AND I SAID, "I WILL NEVER DO THE 03:03.666 --> 03:05.200 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THINGS TO YOU THAT WERE DONE TO 03:05.200 --> 03:10.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ME," AND I NEVER DID. 03:10.033 --> 03:12.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% FOR THE FIRST 14, 15 YEARS OF 03:12.033 --> 03:14.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HER LIFE, I WAS NEVER THERE 03:14.033 --> 03:15.466 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% MUCH. 03:15.466 --> 03:17.166 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ONE TIME PAULA WAS IN JAIL. 03:17.166 --> 03:18.366 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THE GUARD COMES UP TO ME AND 03:18.366 --> 03:19.633 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SAYS, "YOUR DAUGHTER PHONED, 03:19.633 --> 03:20.866 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THERE'S AN EMERGENCY. 03:20.866 --> 03:22.466 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SHE SAID THAT AMANDA GOT RUN 03:22.466 --> 03:23.500 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% OVER." 03:23.500 --> 03:24.933 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AMANDA, MY YOUNGER DAUGHTER, SHE 03:24.933 --> 03:26.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WAS FIVE YEARS OLD. 03:26.233 --> 03:28.166 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SO, I'M ON THE PHONE AND I SAID, 03:28.166 --> 03:29.300 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% "WELL, IS SHE OKAY?" 03:29.300 --> 03:30.400 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AND ALL I CAN HEAR IS CRYING ON 03:30.400 --> 03:37.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THE OTHER END. 03:32.666 --> 03:39.800 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AND I THOUGHT, "SHE'S DEAD." 03:39.800 --> 03:45.400 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I THOUGHT MY DAUGHTER WAS DEAD. 03:45.400 --> 03:47.500 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% FINALLY, CRYSTAL WAS ABLE TO 03:47.500 --> 03:49.200 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% TALK, AND SHE SAID, "NO, SHE'S 03:49.200 --> 03:51.666 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% IN PRETTY BAD SHAPE, SHE'S IN A 03:51.666 --> 03:52.833 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HOSPITAL, BUT SHE'S GOING TO 03:52.833 --> 03:54.733 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% MAKE IT." 03:54.733 --> 03:55.966 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% BUT I REMEMBER GOING AND WALKING 03:55.966 --> 03:57.433 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AWAY ON THAT PHONE CALL 03:57.433 --> 03:58.700 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THINKING, YOU KNOW, "WHAT THE 03:58.700 --> 04:00.166 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HELL KIND OF A DAD AM I?" 04:00.166 --> 04:01.500 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% YOU KNOW, MY KID'S 500 MILES 04:01.500 --> 04:04.200 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AWAY, RAN OVER, THE OTHER ONE'S 04:04.200 --> 04:06.166 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% GETTING IN TROUBLE. 04:06.166 --> 04:08.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? 04:08.033 --> 04:09.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% YOU KNOW, WHY? 04:09.233 --> 04:10.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH ME? 04:10.766 --> 04:12.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% STRANGE, FOOLISH DESIRES. 04:12.766 --> 04:14.300 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THEY COME OVER ME. 04:14.300 --> 04:16.333 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I FEEL THE CHAINS TIGHTEN. 04:16.333 --> 04:18.400 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I AM NO LONGER FREE. 04:18.400 --> 04:19.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I WENT AND SAW THIS DRUG AND 04:19.566 --> 04:20.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ALCOHOL COUNSELOR. 04:20.766 --> 04:21.933 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HE SAYS, "WELL, I JUST WANT TO 04:21.933 --> 04:24.066 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% KNOW WHAT PEOPLE DID TO YOU." 04:24.066 --> 04:25.466 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I SAID, "WHAT DO YOU MEAN?" 04:25.466 --> 04:26.533 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HE SAID, "WHAT DID PEOPLE DO TO 04:26.533 --> 04:28.700 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% YOU WHEN YOU WERE A KID?" 04:28.700 --> 04:31.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AND HOLY-- THAT BLEW ME AWAY. 04:31.766 --> 04:33.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% YOU KNOW, NOBODY EVER ASKED ME 04:33.033 --> 04:34.300 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. 04:34.300 --> 04:35.500 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% YOU KNOW, THEY ALWAYS WANT TO 04:35.500 --> 04:37.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% KNOW WHAT A BAD GUY I WAS. 04:37.566 --> 04:40.933 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AND... I LOOK BACK NOW, THAT WAS 04:40.933 --> 04:42.866 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THE KEY. 04:42.866 --> 04:48.666 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% (SIGHS) 04:48.666 --> 04:50.666 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THAT WAS THE KEY TO LOCKING 04:50.666 --> 04:52.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ALL-- UNLOCKING ALL THAT 04:52.566 --> 04:57.466 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% BITTERNESS AND HATE, ANGER I HAD 04:57.466 --> 04:59.333 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% FOR THE WORLD. 04:59.333 --> 05:00.500 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I HAVEN'T HAD A DRUG OR A DRINK 05:00.500 --> 05:04.733 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SINCE. 05:02.133 --> 05:13.833 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ♪ ♪ ♪ 05:13.833 --> 05:15.366 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WE PROVIDE A PLACE WHERE PEOPLE 05:15.366 --> 05:17.466 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% CAN GET HELP, WHETHER THAT BE 05:17.466 --> 05:19.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% COUNSELING, OR TRADITIONAL 05:19.033 --> 05:20.433 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HEALING, OR TRADITIONAL 05:20.433 --> 05:22.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% MEDICINE, CEREMONIES, DIFFERENT 05:22.233 --> 05:25.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THINGS LIKE THAT. 05:25.033 --> 05:27.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WE DON'T FOLLOW ANY WESTERN WAY 05:27.033 --> 05:28.266 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% OF DOING THINGS, WE DO THINGS 05:28.266 --> 05:30.433 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% OUR WAY, THE INDIAN WAY. 05:30.433 --> 05:31.866 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% (LAUGHS) 05:31.866 --> 05:33.500 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WE DON'T HAVE ANYBODY WHO WORKS 05:33.500 --> 05:36.133 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HERE WAS NOT ABORIGINAL. 05:36.133 --> 05:37.400 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% >> EVERY TRIBE HAS THEIR OWN 05:37.400 --> 05:39.200 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% MEDICINES AND THEIR OWN LAND, 05:39.200 --> 05:41.133 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% YOU KNOW, SO WE UTILIZE OUR OWN 05:41.133 --> 05:43.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% MEDICINES HERE. 05:43.766 --> 05:45.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WE KNOW THAT PEOPLE ARE GOING 05:45.100 --> 05:46.533 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THROUGH A LOT OF PAIN AND 05:46.533 --> 05:47.933 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THEY'RE FEELING SO GOOD WHEN 05:47.933 --> 05:50.700 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THEY LEAVE HERE. 05:50.700 --> 05:52.066 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% >> WESTERN COUNSELING THE WAY 05:52.066 --> 05:53.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% IT'S SET UP, YOU GOT TO GO INTO 05:53.766 --> 05:55.033 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% A COUNSELING SESSION. 05:55.033 --> 05:56.466 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% YOU SPEAK FOR 50 MINUTES OR 05:56.466 --> 05:57.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND THAT'S 05:57.766 --> 06:00.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% IT. 06:00.100 --> 06:02.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% OUT HERE, ANYBODY CAN COME ANY 06:02.100 --> 06:03.433 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% TIME THEY WANT FOR AS LONG AS 06:03.433 --> 06:04.700 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THEY WANT. 06:04.700 --> 06:05.800 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% TALK WITH SOMEBODY FOR A LITTLE 06:05.800 --> 06:07.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WHILE, GO HAVE SOMETHING TO EAT, 06:07.100 --> 06:10.866 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% RELAX A LITTLE BIT, TALK AGAIN. 06:10.866 --> 06:14.600 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WHEN PEOPLE ARE ALLOWED TO BE 06:14.600 --> 06:16.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WHAT THEY ARE, SAY WHAT THEY 06:16.233 --> 06:18.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WANT AND DO WHAT THEY WANT, 06:18.766 --> 06:21.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THEY'RE MORE LIKELY TO OPEN UP 06:21.566 --> 06:22.900 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ABOUT SOMETHING THAT'S GOING ON 06:22.900 --> 06:25.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% WITH THEM. 06:25.233 --> 06:27.000 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% >> UNLIKE OTHER ORGANIZATIONS, 06:27.000 --> 06:28.500 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THESE PEOPLE SAID, "COME ON, 06:28.500 --> 06:29.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% IT'S OKAY IF YOU FALL DOWN. 06:29.766 --> 06:30.966 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% COME JOIN US, SIT DOWN, HAVE 06:30.966 --> 06:34.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% COFFEE, HAVE TEA." 06:34.100 --> 06:36.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% DONALD IS A NO HOLDS-BARRED 06:36.233 --> 06:37.600 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ELDER. 06:37.600 --> 06:39.300 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HE'LL TELL YOU EXACTLY THE WAY 06:39.300 --> 06:40.466 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% IT IS. 06:40.466 --> 06:41.633 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HE CARES SO MUCH FOR 06:41.633 --> 06:43.766 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% INDIVIDUALS. 06:43.766 --> 06:44.966 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I LEARNED QUITE A BIT OFF OF 06:44.966 --> 06:46.000 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HIM. 06:46.000 --> 06:47.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I LEARNED HOW TO STAND UP FOR 06:47.100 --> 06:48.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% MYSELF THEN. 06:48.100 --> 06:49.266 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% GROWING UP IN RESIDENTIAL 06:49.266 --> 06:51.566 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SCHOOL, YOUR VOICE, YOUR SPIRIT 06:51.566 --> 06:53.333 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% IS TAKEN AWAY, BUT WORKING WITH 06:53.333 --> 06:54.800 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% HIM AND IN THIS CAMP HAS GIVEN 06:54.800 --> 06:58.400 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% ME MY SPIRIT BACK. 06:58.400 --> 07:00.933 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% >> WHAT MOTIVATES ME IS SUCCESS, 07:00.933 --> 07:03.700 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% YOU KNOW, AND SEEING PEOPLE LIKE 07:03.700 --> 07:05.400 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% STANLEY OR INUK WHO ARE SOBER 07:05.400 --> 07:07.866 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% TODAY AND THEY HAVE GOOD LIVES. 07:07.866 --> 07:09.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THEIR KIDS HAVE GOOD LIVES. 07:09.233 --> 07:12.833 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THEIR GRANDKIDS HAVE GOOD LIVES. 07:12.833 --> 07:14.400 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I'VE LET GO OF THE DARK SIDE. 07:14.400 --> 07:16.333 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THERE'S GOING TO BE BETTER DAYS. 07:16.333 --> 07:17.833 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THINGS ARE LOOKING BETTER NOW 07:17.833 --> 07:21.666 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SINCE I'VE CHANGED MY EVIL WAYS. 07:21.666 --> 07:23.233 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% SOMETIMES THE TEMPTATION IS NOT 07:23.233 --> 07:24.300 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% EASY. 07:24.300 --> 07:26.100 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% IT'S HARD FOR ME TO ABIDE. 07:26.100 --> 07:27.366 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% BUT I DON'T LET IT GET ME DOWN, 07:27.366 --> 07:29.666 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I JUST PUSH IT ALL ASIDE. 07:29.666 --> 07:31.366 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I'M FOCUSING ON THE GOOD TIMES 07:31.366 --> 07:33.700 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% AND KEEPING AN OPEN MIND. 07:33.700 --> 07:35.333 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% I'M GOING TO LOOK AHEAD OF ME. 07:35.333 --> 07:35.900 align:left position:10%,start line:89% size:80% THE PAST IS ALL BEHIND.