WEBVTT 00:02.066 --> 00:05.133 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% - I had pretty much spent a lot of time studying 00:05.133 --> 00:08.000 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% and hadn't really spent a lot of time 00:08.000 --> 00:11.500 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% exploring other interests of mine. 00:11.500 --> 00:13.000 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% Prior to starting med school, 00:13.000 --> 00:14.533 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% one of my mentors told me 00:14.533 --> 00:16.900 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% they thought I needed a different outlet 00:16.900 --> 00:18.400 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% besides just medicine. 00:18.400 --> 00:22.000 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% (upbeat electronic music) 00:25.333 --> 00:30.366 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% My name's Carmen Aguirre. I go by VJ Neurite. 00:31.166 --> 00:33.233 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% I'm creating a show file. 00:34.333 --> 00:36.333 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% I'm going through a list of the songs 00:36.333 --> 00:37.533 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% that are gonna be played 00:37.533 --> 00:39.633 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% and coming up with what visual look 00:39.633 --> 00:41.566 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% we're going to have on stage. 00:41.566 --> 00:44.366 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% I got into doing visuals 00:44.366 --> 00:46.366 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% the year before I started med school. 00:46.366 --> 00:50.000 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% Found it really fun and started doing it as just a hobby, 00:50.000 --> 00:53.833 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% slowly developed into something I kind of had not predicted. 00:53.833 --> 00:54.666 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% - Let's go. 00:54.666 --> 00:57.166 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% (upbeat music) 00:57.166 --> 01:00.033 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% - The uniqueness of being a med student, 01:00.033 --> 01:03.733 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% VJ has really taught me the importance 01:03.733 --> 01:06.133 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% of having balance in life. 01:06.133 --> 01:09.233 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% Understanding that balance is so important 01:09.233 --> 01:11.966 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% for helping your patients find that balance. 01:11.966 --> 01:13.200 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% (upbeat music) 01:13.200 --> 01:14.566 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% When I first started med school, 01:14.566 --> 01:18.366 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% was the first time I experienced a lot of anxiety 01:18.366 --> 01:19.533 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% and things like that. 01:19.533 --> 01:21.566 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% I had never really experienced that before, 01:21.566 --> 01:25.233 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% like severe anxiety, and VJing gave me an outlet 01:25.233 --> 01:27.300 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% to treat that anxiety. 01:27.300 --> 01:30.966 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% And so I think one does not exist without the other, for me. 01:33.700 --> 01:37.266 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% This is a creative monster. This is a sleepy monster. 01:37.266 --> 01:41.233 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% For me, I really define or think, in terms of disability, 01:41.233 --> 01:42.900 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% I think a lot about mental health. 01:42.900 --> 01:45.800 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% This is a happy monster. 01:45.800 --> 01:47.066 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% (chuckles) 01:47.066 --> 01:49.766 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% In COVID, I got into the NFT community 01:49.766 --> 01:53.066 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% and was making digital art 01:53.066 --> 01:55.366 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% and I came up with a concept 01:55.366 --> 02:00.466 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% for really wanting to address mental health in children. 02:01.133 --> 02:02.600 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% Sad monster. 02:02.600 --> 02:06.700 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% When COVID hit, we saw a five times increase 02:06.700 --> 02:08.200 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% in the amount of kids 02:08.200 --> 02:10.033 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% that were coming into the emergency room 02:10.033 --> 02:12.266 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% with mental health complaints. 02:12.266 --> 02:14.633 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% Sometimes it's hard to communicate 02:14.633 --> 02:16.800 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% the types of emotions you're having, 02:16.800 --> 02:20.033 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% so my idea was coming up with these little monsters 02:20.033 --> 02:22.300 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% that each represented a different emotion. 02:22.300 --> 02:23.433 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% The goal around the project 02:23.433 --> 02:25.133 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% was really to bring attention 02:25.133 --> 02:28.633 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% to talking about emotions and feelings. 02:28.633 --> 02:31.800 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% What I found was it was not just a valuable tool 02:31.800 --> 02:33.300 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% with kids and mental health, 02:33.300 --> 02:37.300 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% but also people that had difficulties communicating. 02:37.300 --> 02:40.300 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% So this could be people with language barriers, 02:40.300 --> 02:45.033 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% people with, who may be neurodiverse. 02:45.033 --> 02:47.366 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% Confused monster, I like this one. 02:48.633 --> 02:51.600 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% I did a rotation at a hospital, 02:51.600 --> 02:53.533 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% and this is something I don't like to admit, 02:53.533 --> 02:55.133 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% but like the staff was arguing 02:55.133 --> 02:56.966 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% about who was going to have to take the patient 02:56.966 --> 02:58.633 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% with a mental health disorder. 02:58.633 --> 03:02.066 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% It didn't come from a place of hatred, 03:02.066 --> 03:05.366 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% it just came from a place of not understanding. 03:05.366 --> 03:08.700 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% I created a whole like emotional support pet, 03:08.700 --> 03:11.500 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% so all of the monsters have pets. 03:11.500 --> 03:13.866 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% My own experiences with mental health 03:13.866 --> 03:17.700 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% as well as like my experiences in rotations, 03:17.700 --> 03:21.500 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% really changed my course in what I wanted to study. 03:21.500 --> 03:24.900 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% Because initially I was planning to do neurosurgery 03:24.900 --> 03:27.866 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% and neurology, and it guided me 03:27.866 --> 03:31.200 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% into wanting to do mental health and psychiatry. 03:32.533 --> 03:37.433 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% Medicine, it's very set up to cater towards an average 03:38.666 --> 03:42.533 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% rather than an individualized care plan. 03:42.533 --> 03:47.366 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% I don't think it's always very successful as a result, 03:47.366 --> 03:51.700 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% because we're all so unique and diverse. 03:51.700 --> 03:56.500 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% And I think it also alienates the most diverse people 03:56.500 --> 03:59.366 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% from getting the type of care that they need. 03:59.366 --> 04:01.966 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% This is a shy monster. 04:01.966 --> 04:04.400 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% If we can break down the barriers 04:04.400 --> 04:07.600 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% of seeing things in a certain box, 04:07.600 --> 04:10.000 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% then we can kind of progress 04:10.000 --> 04:12.933 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% towards a better future in medicine. 04:12.933 --> 04:15.400 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% (calm music) 04:20.066 --> 04:22.466 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% - [Announcer] This program was produced in collaboration 04:22.466 --> 04:24.233 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% with the Center for the Art of Medicine 04:24.233 --> 04:26.733 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% at the University of Minnesota Medical School. 04:26.733 --> 04:30.066 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% And funded by the Minnesota Arts and Cultural Heritage Fund 04:30.066 --> 04:31.900 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% and the citizens of Minnesota. 04:32.800 --> 04:35.400 align:left position:10% line:5% size:80% (calm music)