1 00:00:03,833 --> 00:00:04,733 - We 2 00:00:05,733 --> 00:00:06,666 We 3 00:00:08,600 --> 00:00:09,600 We over... 4 00:00:09,600 --> 00:00:10,833 We are... We're... 5 00:00:10,833 --> 00:00:13,166 We overcome... We are... 6 00:00:13,166 --> 00:00:15,433 We are in whole wide, whole wide. 7 00:00:15,433 --> 00:00:18,333 We are deep in... We are deep, overcome 8 00:00:18,333 --> 00:00:21,100 There was all this debate about page versus stage 9 00:00:21,100 --> 00:00:26,200 and I was always thinking to myself, well, why can't... 10 00:00:27,333 --> 00:00:28,566 Why does it have to be one or the other? 11 00:00:28,566 --> 00:00:31,666 What happens if we turn the page into a stage? 12 00:00:31,666 --> 00:00:35,366 Someday, someday, some day... 13 00:00:35,366 --> 00:00:38,366 We, we are over... We are, we are... 14 00:00:38,366 --> 00:00:40,733 Is this what the wanted unwanted don't want. 15 00:00:40,733 --> 00:00:42,066 We are over... Some day... 16 00:00:42,066 --> 00:00:44,000 Oh, deep we are overcome... 17 00:00:44,000 --> 00:00:45,233 Aye! we are over... 18 00:00:45,233 --> 00:00:47,200 Someday, someday... 19 00:00:47,200 --> 00:00:49,666 Ain't, what? Someday, ain't... 20 00:00:49,666 --> 00:00:53,233 Any designed piece of text that you read, 21 00:00:53,233 --> 00:00:55,033 whether it looks conventional or not, 22 00:00:55,033 --> 00:00:58,700 is self-consciously sort of scoring something. 23 00:00:58,700 --> 00:01:00,066 It's telling you how to read it. 24 00:01:00,066 --> 00:01:02,666 All over... Someday, someday, someday... 25 00:01:02,666 --> 00:01:04,333 Walloped up into dream upended 26 00:01:04,333 --> 00:01:06,633 and marched into houndstooth of knit elbows 27 00:01:06,633 --> 00:01:08,833 or garden of a million clenched buds, 28 00:01:08,833 --> 00:01:11,000 the doubled vox redouble into synced redoubt 29 00:01:11,000 --> 00:01:13,833 and sinks into that old silencing rite. 30 00:01:13,833 --> 00:01:15,300 Shh, some... We are... 31 00:01:15,300 --> 00:01:17,433 Shh, what? Shh. 32 00:01:17,433 --> 00:01:18,766 I am, shh... (indistinct) 33 00:01:18,766 --> 00:01:20,466 I wanted to have the same sort of effect 34 00:01:20,466 --> 00:01:22,600 that I feel when I'm listening to a rap song 35 00:01:22,600 --> 00:01:25,133 that samples a vocal line underneath the rap 36 00:01:25,133 --> 00:01:26,633 that's being said, 37 00:01:26,633 --> 00:01:28,933 or like people talking me over each other at a barbershop. 38 00:01:28,933 --> 00:01:31,500 Black lives matter. 39 00:01:33,400 --> 00:01:35,633 So I wanted simultaneity. 40 00:01:35,633 --> 00:01:37,933 And so that led me to doing this work 41 00:01:37,933 --> 00:01:39,800 that I've been calling performative typography. 42 00:01:39,800 --> 00:01:41,500 Bow wow, shh, shh. 43 00:01:41,500 --> 00:01:44,133 I can't. Shh, shh. 44 00:01:45,766 --> 00:01:49,500 Hashtag Black Lives Stutter. Shh, shh, shh. 45 00:01:49,500 --> 00:01:51,900 What we want is to not be your what's unwanted, 46 00:01:51,900 --> 00:01:53,766 your whats or your un... 47 00:01:53,766 --> 00:01:56,000 We want what's what to be unyours. 48 00:01:56,000 --> 00:02:00,233 We want you to won't what your want to want. Shh, shh, shh. 49 00:02:00,233 --> 00:02:03,133 I can't. Shh, shh. 50 00:02:03,133 --> 00:02:05,466 Bow wow says the dog. Shh, shh. 51 00:02:05,466 --> 00:02:08,866 Day and night policeman work. Shh, shh. 52 00:02:08,866 --> 00:02:11,700 Fireman points the water. Shh, shh. 53 00:02:11,700 --> 00:02:13,400 Bow wow, says the... Bow wow, says the... 54 00:02:13,400 --> 00:02:18,500 Bow wow... Why won't you shh? 55 00:02:23,366 --> 00:02:25,866 (calm music) 56 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:30,200 It was the summer of 2021, I think, 57 00:02:30,200 --> 00:02:33,633 that I received my diagnosis, you know, 58 00:02:33,633 --> 00:02:36,466 I got my papers for ADHD. 59 00:02:36,466 --> 00:02:39,233 At that point, I began to think about 60 00:02:39,233 --> 00:02:41,400 how so often in my work 61 00:02:41,400 --> 00:02:44,466 I was trying to break a sort of linearity. 62 00:02:44,466 --> 00:02:47,966 I was trying to work in a way that I would describe 63 00:02:47,966 --> 00:02:51,233 as almost kind of fractal, where if you tell somebody, 64 00:02:51,233 --> 00:02:53,366 you can read this poem any way you want to, 65 00:02:53,366 --> 00:02:55,133 but you're still basically saying, 66 00:02:55,133 --> 00:02:56,866 start at the left top corner 67 00:02:56,866 --> 00:02:58,733 and end of the bottom right corner, 68 00:02:58,733 --> 00:03:03,300 you're actually still having a normative reading, right? 69 00:03:03,300 --> 00:03:04,433 You've just sort of jazzed it up. 70 00:03:04,433 --> 00:03:06,033 And I wanted to create something 71 00:03:06,033 --> 00:03:09,400 that felt really like what I was believing 72 00:03:09,400 --> 00:03:13,066 and wanting readers to be able to experience in my work. 73 00:03:13,066 --> 00:03:17,266 That the stuff on the page looked and sounded closer 74 00:03:17,266 --> 00:03:19,966 to like how I think about it. 75 00:03:19,966 --> 00:03:22,966 Like layers, there's just layers. 76 00:03:22,966 --> 00:03:28,066 I mean, I was very interested in the way that text looks, 77 00:03:28,866 --> 00:03:30,600 the different sort of artifacts, 78 00:03:30,600 --> 00:03:32,266 different sort of rough edges there. 79 00:03:32,266 --> 00:03:35,200 And that's when I began using collage techniques. 80 00:03:35,200 --> 00:03:36,933 So writing these collage poems 81 00:03:36,933 --> 00:03:42,033 that allowed me to just literally take pieces of text, 82 00:03:43,133 --> 00:03:44,366 of images, things that I remembered, 83 00:03:44,366 --> 00:03:46,533 things from comic books, movie posters, 84 00:03:46,533 --> 00:03:47,933 and then overlap them 85 00:03:47,933 --> 00:03:51,366 in a way that reminds me of like a bathroom wall 86 00:03:51,366 --> 00:03:53,633 with graffiti on it, or a graffitied train 87 00:03:53,633 --> 00:03:56,600 or dense advertising spaces. 88 00:03:56,600 --> 00:03:58,266 That kind of simultaneity 89 00:03:59,466 --> 00:04:02,333 also feels more like how I take in the world. 90 00:04:03,166 --> 00:04:05,000 So making these poems this way 91 00:04:05,000 --> 00:04:09,600 is a way of saying this is still a poem. 92 00:04:10,533 --> 00:04:12,466 It doesn't and may not look like 93 00:04:12,466 --> 00:04:16,366 or be structured like someone else's poem, 94 00:04:17,800 --> 00:04:22,633 but if certain kinds of poems are reflecting a mind at work, 95 00:04:24,100 --> 00:04:29,166 that's my mind at work, these poems are my mind at work. 96 00:04:29,666 --> 00:04:31,800 (calm music) 97 00:04:37,766 --> 00:04:40,166 - [Announcer] This program was produced in collaboration 98 00:04:40,166 --> 00:04:41,933 with the Center for the Art of Medicine 99 00:04:41,933 --> 00:04:44,433 at the University of Minnesota Medical School. 100 00:04:44,433 --> 00:04:47,766 And funded by the Minnesota Arts and Cultural Heritage Fund 101 00:04:47,766 --> 00:04:49,600 and the citizens of Minnesota. 102 00:04:50,500 --> 00:04:53,100 (calm music)